Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

TUESDAY MORNING POETRY - DYLAN THOMAS

By Debbie Bulloch



Two recent events brought to mind the immediacy of death. First, last Saturday, I went to the hospital to visit SanPaul’s mom. Her condition has been deteriorating since the beginning of the year. When I entered her room she momentarily did not recognize me – she thought that I was one of the staff on duty. It was only after I launched into my best imitation of “Cuban Spanish” that she eventually recognized me by the sound of my voice. I looked at her and even though she is now a mere shell of her former self, she still hangs on to life with a tenacity that confounds all her doctors. It is almost as if she has some unfinished business to take care of before she finally goes.

Then on Monday morning TT sent me the story about her dying uncle. What touched me the most about her story is how, even though he is sick and frail, her uncle still makes every effort to be there for his family. Again, I am impressed by the strength that some people posses – even as their final hour approaches.

All of the above reminded of a poem by Welsh poet, Dylan Thomas. In his poem, “Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night” Dylan addressed his dying father. Dylan tells his father that men from all walks of life (wise men, good men, wild men and grave men) have fiercely fought against death’s final approach. At the end of the poem, Dylan asks his father to not walk gently into the shadows of death but, instead, to rage and fight against the “dying of the light.”

One of the biggest regrets in my life is that I was not there for my father at the very end. If I could change the events of my life, being there for him at the end would be on top of my short list.

So for all the mothers, for all the fathers, for all the aunts and uncles, for all the children, and for all the friends who have preceded us in life, here is Dylan’s “Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night.”


DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT

By Dylan Thomas (27 October 1914 – 9, November, 1952)


Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Friday, April 17, 2009

FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER

FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER
By Debbie bulloch



The fifth poet in our FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER series is Wallace Stevens. I discovered Wallace Stevens while I was still in high school. I was attracted to Stevens’ view of the role of man’s creative imagination in bringing order to a chaotic world. Stevens’ poetry offered me a safe haven during a very troubled time in my life. After reading “The Idea of Order at Key West” I was hooked for life!

Oh! Blessed rage for order, pale Ramon,
The maker's rage to order words of the sea,
Words of the fragrant portals, dimly-starred,
And of ourselves and of our origins,
In ghostlier demarcations, keener sounds




If Robert Frost is the modern poet most admired by the general public and William Carlos Williams the favorite of younger poets, the Stevens was the darling of the academic world. Stevens was preoccupied with “ideas of order” and was convinced that the imagination can discover “the opposite of chaos in chaos.”

Wallace Stevens (October 2, 1879 – August 2, 1955) was a American Modernist poet. He was born of German-Dutch ancestry in Reading, Pennsylvania, educated at Harvard and then New York Law School, and spent most of his life working as a lawyer for an insurance company in Connecticut.

Stevens attended Harvard as a non-degree special student, after which he moved to New York City and briefly worked as a journalist. He then attended New York Law School, graduating in 1903. On a trip back to Reading in 1904 Stevens met Elsie Viola Kachel;, he married her in 1909. In 1913, the young couple rented a New York City apartment from sculptor Adolph A. Weinman, who made a bust of Elsie. A daughter, Holly, was born in 1924. She later edited her father's letters and a collection of his poems. The marriage reputedly became increasingly distant, but the Stevenses never divorced.

After working for several New York law firms from 1904 to 1907, Stevens was hired on January 13, 1908, as a lawyer for the American Bonding Company/ By 1914 he had become the vice-president of the New York office of the Equitable Surety Company of St. Louis, Missouri. When this job was abolished as a result of mergers in 1916, he joined the home office of Hartford Accident and Indemnity Company and left New York City to live in Hartford, where he would remain the rest of his life. By 1934, he had been named vice-president of the company. After he won the Pulitzer Prize in 1955, he was offered a faculty position at Harvard but declined since it would have required him to give up his vice-presidency of The Hartford.

Stevens’ business associates were apparently not aware of his status as a major literary figure – he just went about his work without making a fuss about his work as a poet. The most remarkable thing about Stevens, apart from his large body, was that there was nothing really remarkable about him outside of his immense talent as a writer. Like William Carlos Williams (who was a successful physician as well as a renown poet) Stevens was a successful lawyer who “just happened” to write great poetry.

Stevens was the rare American artist of his time who never traveled to Europe. Stevens chose to experience the “heaven of Europe” second-hand, through letters, post cards, art catalogs, wines and other “authentic food for a starved imagination.” Stevens enjoyed trips to Key West, where he allegedly broke a hand in a fistfight with Ernest Hemingway (I would have loved to see them fighting), rare beefs, strong martinis, risqué jokes and the occasional Greta Garbo (in other words, he was a man’s man).



For Stevens, poetry is “the supreme fiction,” the single essence that can replace a lost belief in God as a source of life’s redemption. Stevens was very much a poet of ideas. “The poem must resist the intelligence / Almost successfully,” wrote Stevens. He was obsessed with the relationship between reality and imagination; he insisted that we must turn to art – shaped by the imagination – for a “freshening of life.”

Concerning the relation between consciousness and the world, in Stevens’ words "imagination" is not equivalent to consciousness nor is "reality" equivalent to the world as it exists outside our minds. Reality is the product of the imagination as it shapes the world. Because it is constantly changing as we attempt to find imaginatively satisfying ways to perceive the world, reality is an activity, not a static object. To make sense of the world is to construct a worldview through an active exercise of the imagination.

Further on the subject of “imagination” Stevens wrote, “The truth seems to be that we live in concepts of the imagination before the reason has established them.” The imagination is the mechanism by which we unconsciously conceptualize the normal patterns of life, while reason is the way we consciously conceptualize these patterns.

According to Stevens, the imagination can only conceive of a world for a moment--a particular time, place and culture--and so must continually revise its conception to align with the changing world. For this reason, the best we can hope for is a well-conceived fiction, satisfying for the moment, but sure to lapse into obsolescence as new imaginings wash over the world.

Modern poetry, Stevens wrote, is “the poem of the mind in the act of finding / What will suffice.”

It has to be living, to learn the speech of the place.
It has to face the men of the time and to meet
The women of the time. It has to think about war
And it has to find what will suffice. It has
To construct a new stage. It has to be on that stage,
And, like an insatiable actor, slowly and
With meditation, speak words that in the ear,
In the delicatest ear of the mind, repeat,
Exactly, that which it wants to hear, at the sound
Of which, an invisible audience listens,
Not to the play, but to itself, expressed
In an emotion as of two people, as of two
Emotions becoming one.


His poem An Ordinary Evening in New Haven is a self-conscious digression about the creation of poetry.

We keep coming back and coming back
To the real: to the hotel instead of the hymns
That fall upon it out of the wind. We seek
The poem of pure reality, untouched
By trope or deviation, straight to the word,
Straight to the transfixing object, to the object
At the exactest point at which it is itself,
Transfixing by being purely what it is
A view of New Haven, say, through the certain eye,
The eye made clear of uncertainty, with the sight
Of simple seeing, without reflection. We seek
Nothing beyond reality.


Here then, for your reading pleasure this Friday morning, are some of my favorite Stevens’ poems.

NOT IDEAS ABOUT THE THING, BUT THE THING ITSELF

At the earliest ending of winter,
In March, a scrawny cry from outside
Seemed like a sound in his mind.

He knew that he heard it,
A bird's cry at daylight or before,
In the early March wind.

The sun was rising at six,
No longer a battered panache above snow . . .
It would have been outside.

It was not from the vast ventriloquism
Of sleep's faded papier mâché . . .
The sun was coming from outside.

That scrawny cry—it was
A chorister whose c preceded the choir.
It was part of the colossal sun,

Surrounded by its choral rings,
Still far away. It was like
A new knowledge of reality.

POETRY IS A DESTRUCTIVE FORCE

That's what misery is,
Nothing to have at heart.
It is to have or nothing.

It is a thing to have,
A lion, an ox in his breast,
To feel it breathing there.

Corazon, stout dog,
Young ox, bow-legged bear,
He tastes its blood, not spit.

He is like a man
In the body of a violent beast.
Its muscles are his own . . .

The lion sleeps in the sun.
Its nose is on its paws.
It can kill a man.


THE EMPEROR OF ICE CREAM

Call the roller of big cigars,
The muscular one, and bid him whip
In kitchen cups concupiscent curds.
Let the wenches dawdle in such dress
As they are used to wear, and let the boys
Bring flowers in last month's newspapers.
Let be be finale of seem.
The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream.

Take from the dresser of deal.
Lacking the three glass knobs, that sheet
On which she embroidered fantails once
And spread it so as to cover her face.
If her horny feet protrude, they come
To show how cold she is, and dumb.
Let the lamp affix its beam.
The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream.


And, finally, THIRTEEN WAYS TO LOOK AT A BLACKBIRD.

I

Among twenty snowy mountains,
The only moving thing
Was the eye of the blackbird.

II

I was of three minds,
Like a tree
In which there are three blackbirds.

III

The blackbird whirled in the autumn winds.
It was a small part of the pantomime.

IV

A man and a woman
Are one.
A man and a woman and a blackbird
Are one.

V

I do not know which to prefer,
The beauty of inflections
Or the beauty of innuendoes,
The blackbird whistling
Or just after.

VI

Icicles filled the long window
With barbaric glass.
The shadow of the blackbird
Crossed it, to and fro.
The mood
Traced in the shadow
An indecipherable cause.

VII

O thin men of Haddam,
Why do you imagine golden birds?
Do you not see how the blackbird
Walks around the feet
Of the women about you?

VIII

I know noble accents
And lucid, inescapable rhythms;
But I know, too,
That the blackbird is involved
In what I know.

IX

When the blackbird flew out of sight,
It marked the edge
Of one of many circles.

X

At the sight of blackbirds
Flying in a green light,
Even the bawds of euphony
Would cry out sharply.

XI

He rode over Connecticut
In a glass coach.
Once, a fear pierced him,
In that he mistook
The shadow of his equipage
For blackbirds.

XII

The river is moving.
The blackbird must be flying.

XIII

It was evening all afternoon.
It was snowing
And it was going to snow.
The blackbird sat
In the cedar-limbs.




Take Stevens with you this weekend and journey with him in magical, mystery tour of the imagination.

Enjoy!

Before I go, here are images of the French 1938 Peugeot 402BL Eclipse Decapotable. The retractable hardtop in this Peugeot predates the retractable hardtops now common in many models of Mercedes, Volvo, VW and Audi, by almost six decades. This Peugeot was designed and built at a time when car designers were allowed to use their power of imagination to create cars that were not only highly functional but also beautiful to behold. Compare this Peugeot to the current crop of cookie-cutter cars (my beloved Benzes included) and you will see how truly beautiful and magnificent the cars from the 1920s, 1930s and 1940s truly were.

(For a full image, please click on the photos, thanks.)















Happy motoring!

Friday, April 10, 2009

FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER

By Debbie Bulloch



The fourth poet to be featured in FRIDAY’S POETRY CORNER represents a departure from our previously featured poets. The first three poets, Whitman, Dickinson and Frost can best be described as “traditionalists.” This week’s featured poet, William Carlos Williams (September 17, 1883 – March 4, 1963), is the spearhead of a wave of “modernists” American poets who came into prominence in the early 20th century.

William Carlos Williams, or WCW as he was also known, was an American poet. His poetry is closely associated with modernism and Imagism. In addition to being a poet, WCW was also a pediatrician and general practitioner of medicine. During his long lifetime, Williams excelled both as a poet and a physician.



Williams was a true American archetype. His father was an English immigrant; his mother was of Dutch, Spanish and Jewish descent (she was born in San Juan, Puerto Rico.) Williams was a doctor by profession - his formal education included: public school in Rutherford until 1896, then was sent to study at Château de Lancy near Geneva, Switzerland, the Lycée Condorcet in Paris, France, for two years and Horace Mann School in New York City. In 1902, Williams entered the University of Pennsylvania Medical School. During his time at Penn, Williams became friends with Ezra Pound, Hilda Doolittle (best known as H.D.) and the painter Charles Demuth. These friendships influenced his growth and passion for poetry. He received his M.D. in 1906 and spent the next four years in internships in New York City and in travel and postgraduate studies abroad, including the University of Leipzig where he studied pediatrics.

Although his primary occupation was as a doctor, Williams had a full literary career. He wrote short stories, poems, plays, novels, critical essays, translations and correspondence. He wrote whenever he could find the time; he spent weekends in New York City with a group of friends that included writers and artists like the avant-garde painters Marcel Duchamp and Francis Picabia and the poets Wallace Stevens and Marianne Moore.

The critic Randall Jarrell referred to Williams as, “the America of poets.” WCW was one of first American poets to look inwards, into the heart of America, for inspiration. Whereas Frost adopted a style of poetry inspired by the English masters, Williams developed a unique American voice. Unlike compatriots such as T. S. Eliot and Ezra Pound, Williams resisted the temptation of going into European exile. As a populist, Williams rejected T. S. Eliot's frequent use of allusions to foreign languages and Classical sources, as in Eliot's The Waste Land. Williams advocated that poets leave aside traditional poetic forms and unnecessary literary allusions and, instead, try to see the world as it really is. Marianne Moore, another skeptic of traditional poetic forms, wrote that Williams used "plain American which cats and dogs can read."

Williams rejected the use of traditional meter. His correspondence with Hilda Doolittle exposed him to the relationship of sapphic rhythms to the inner voice of poetic truth. Contrast the following passage:

"The stars about the beautiful moon again hide their radiant shapes, when she is full and shines at her brightest on all the earth"Sappho.

With one of Williams own poems, titled "Shadows” from his Journey To Love collection,

"Shadows cast by the street light
under the stars,
the head is tilted back,
the long shadow of the legs
presumes a world taken for granted
on which the cricket trills"


Notice how the breaks in the poem seem to search out a natural pause spoken in an American idiom that is reflective of rhythms found in that most American musical style: jazz.

Williams’ wide appeal to generations of American readers lies in how he gave birth to an entirely fresh form of American poetry whose subject matter revolves around everyday circumstances of life and the lives of the common people. In THE YOUNG HOUSEWIFE the author reflects on his casual observations of a young woman stepping out of her house. Williams’ use of simple words turns the mundane into a beautiful image.

Poetry is the most auditory form of writing - good poetry sounds as good as it “reads.” Williams pioneered the use of the “variable foot” which evolved from years of visual and auditory sampling of his world from his first person perspective of life as a doctor. The variable foot reflects the way that radio, television and the media influences how people communicate, "machine made out of words."

Williams considered himself a socialist and opponent of capitalism (are you reading this yucca, a socialist with a part-Dutch mom, what a surprise!). In 1935 he published "The Yachts" a poem which indicts the rich elite as parasites and the masses as striving for revolution. The poem features an image of the ocean as the "watery bodies" of the poor masses beating at their hulls "in agony, in despair", attempting to sink the yachts and end "the horror of the race." Given many of today’s current events, e.g., fat cat executives receiving HUGE and obscene bonuses while workers lose their jobs and homes, William’s vision in “The Yachts” seems almost prophetic.

In recent years the reputation of this white-haired “musician” of letters, has been on the rise. At one time British reviewers could easily dismiss Williams as a, “writer of some local interests.” Slowly, Williams has come to be regarded as one of America’s most significant poets – loved by many (myself included) and followed by many others (again, myself included).

Here then, for your visual and auditory pleasure, is a selection of Williams’ poems. Read them aloud to yourself (or better still find someone to read them to you) so you can enjoy the writer’s rhythms. And please, go slowly - poems are not meant to be sped-read through at Autobahn speed, they are more like a ride through the countryside on a horse-drawn carriage.

THE YACHTS

contend in a sea which the land partly encloses
shielding them from the too-heavy blows
of an ungoverned ocean which when it chooses

tortures the biggest hulls, the best man knows
to pit against its beatings, and sinks them pitilessly.
Mothlike in mists, scintillant in the minute

brilliance of cloudless days, with broad bellying sails
they glide to the wind tossing green water
from their sharp prows while over them the crew crawls

ant-like, solicitously grooming them, releasing,
making fast as they turn, lean far over and having
caught the wind again, side by side, head for the mark.

In a well guarded arena of open water surrounded by
lesser and greater craft which, sycophant, lumbering
and flittering follow them, they appear youthful, rare

as the light of a happy eye, live with the grace
of all that in the mind is feckless, free and
naturally to be desired. Now the sea which holds them

is moody, lapping their glossy sides, as if feeling
for some slightest flaw but fails completely.
Today no race. Then the wind comes again. The yachts

move, jockeying for a start, the signal is set and they
are off. Now the waves strike at them but they are too
well made, they slip through, though they take in canvas.

Arms with hands grasping seek to clutch at the prows.
Bodies thrown recklessly in the way are cut aside.
It is a sea of faces about them in agony, in despair

until the horror of the race dawns staggering the mind;
the whole sea become an entanglement of watery bodies
lost to the world bearing what they cannot hold. Broken,

beaten, desolate, reaching from the dead to be taken up
they cry out, failing, failing! their cries rising
in waves still as the skillful yachts pass over.


Williams often used the same title to name poems from different collections. Look at the three poems below, all named LOVE SONG. The one common theme uniting all three poems is the author’s deeply sensual imagery.

LOVE SONG

What have I to say to you
When we shall meet?
Yet—
I lie here thinking of you.

The stain of love
Is upon the world.
Yellow, yellow, yellow,
It eats into the leaves,
Smears with saffron
The horned branches that lean
Heavily
Against a smooth purple sky.

There is no light—
Only a honey-thick stain
That drips from leaf to leaf
And limb to limb
Spoiling the colours
Of the whole world.

I am alone.
The weight of love
Has buoyed me up
Till my head
Knocks against the sky.

See me!
My hair is dripping with nectar—
Starlings carry it
On their black wings.
See, at last
My arms and my hands
Are lying idle.

How can I tell
If I shall ever love you again
As I do now?


Here is a slightly different version of the poem above. If anyone doubts whether "free" verse is something more than prose, then read aloud this poem by Williams. Note the contrast between the slowing rhythm of "horned branches" and "smooth purple" on one side and, on the other, the alternating stresses of "that drips from leaf to leaf/and limb to limb." What the vowels and consonants do in the two last lines alone is as artful as any rhyme.

LOVE SONG

I lie here thinking of you:---

the stain of love
is upon the world!
Yellow, yellow, yellow
it eats into the leaves,
smears with saffron
the horned branched the lean
heavily
against a smooth purple sky!

There is no light
only a honey-thick stain
that drips from leaf to leaf
and limb to limb
spoiling the colors
of the whole world-
you far off there under
the wine-red selvage of the west!


Here is the third “variation” of a LOVE SONG.

LOVE SONG

SWEEP the house clean,
hang fresh curtains
in the windows
put on a new dress
and come with me!
The elm is scattering
its little loaves
of sweet smells
from a white sky!

Who shall hear of us
in the time to come?
Let him say there was
a burst of fragrance
from black branches.


The pictorial style in which THE RED WHEELBARROW is written owes a great deal to the photographs of Alfred Stieglitz and the precisionist style of Charles Sheeler, an American photographer-painter whom Williams met shortly before composing the poem. The poem represents an early stage in Williams' evolution as a poet. It focuses on the objective representation of an object - the poem’s brief form is almost haiku-like.

THE RED WHEELBARROW

so much depends
upon

a red wheel
barrow

glazed with rain
water

beside the white
chickens.




The last two poems also reflect Williams’ use of every day words to deliver powerful images. In THE YOUNG HOUSEWIFE the reader is invited to join the writer as he cruises along the streets of a quiet neighborhood. As the author drives around, a young housewife, still wearing last night’s negligee, briefly emerges from her house. What a beautifully simple way to describe the young housewife, “shy, uncorseted, tucking in, stray ends of hair.” In DANSE RUSSE the author does something that almost all of us have done at one point or the other – sneak a naked dance in front of a mirror when no one else is looking. What can be more sensual (and at the same time lonely) than an unclothed body, joyfully moving to the beat of some unseen band?

THE YOUNG HOUSEWIFE

AT ten A.M. the young housewife
moves about in negligee behind
the wooden walls of her husband's house.
I pass solitary in my car.

Then again she comes to the curb
to call the ice-man, fish-man, and stands
shy, uncorseted, tucking in
stray ends of hair, and I compare her
to a fallen leaf.

The noiseless wheels of my car
rush with a crackling sound over
dried leaves as I bow and pass smiling.


DANSE RUSSE

IF when my wife is sleeping
and the baby and Kathleen
are sleeping
and the sun is a flame-white disc
in silken mists
above shining trees,--
if I in my north room
dance naked, grotesquely
before my mirror
waving my shirt round my head
and singing softly to myself:
"I am lonely, lonely.
I was born to be lonely,
I am best so!"
If I admire my arms, my face,
my shoulders, flanks, buttocks
against the yellow drawn shades,--

Who shall say I am not
the happy genius of my household?


Poetry is the music of the soul. Close your eyes and let Williams’ compositions make you want to dance naked – alone or in the presence of a loved one.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON - SOME MORE JACKSON BROWNE



I must admit that over the past few weeks I have been in a deep, blue deep funk. I don’t know why, I don’t know exactly when it started and I certainly have no idea when it will end - and end it must, as all past “funks” have.

When I feel this way there are only a few things that make me feel better (yes eating chocolate is one of them, and so is going for a long bike ride). But what really soothes me, however, is listening to music and writing poetry.

Lately, it has been Jackson Browne to the rescue. His lyrics read like free verse poetry; his melodious rhythms and excellent guitar and piano playing make him a perfect companion when the blue funk strikes. So here, and without further ado, are two of Browne’s most soulful songs. Enjoy!

Sky Blue and Black (lyrics)

In the calling out to one another
Of the lovers up and down the strand
In the sound of the waves and the cries
Of the seagulls circling the sand
In the fragments of the songs
Carried down the wind from some radio
In the murmuring of the city in the distance
Ominous and low

I hear the sound of the world where we played
And the far too simple beauty
Of the promises we made

If you ever need holding
Call my name, Ill be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, Ill see you through
Sky blue and black

Where the touch of the lover ends
And the soul of the friend begins
Theres a need to be separate and a need to be one
And a struggle neither wins
Where you gave me the world I was in
And a place I could make a stand
I could never see how you doubted me
When Id let go of your hand

Yeah, and I was much younger then
And I must have thought that I would know
If things were going to end

And the heavens were rolling
Like a wheel on a track
And our sky was unfolding
And itll never fold back
Sky blue and black

And Id have fought the world for you
If I thought that you wanted me to
Or put aside what was true or untrue
If Id known thats what you needed
What you needed me to do

But the moment has passed by me now
To have put away my pride
And just come through for you somehow

If you ever need holding
Call my name, Ill be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, Ill see you through

Youre the color of the sky
Reflected in each store-front window pane
Youre the whispering and the sighing
Of my tires in the rain
Youre the hidden cost and the thing thats lost
In everything I do
Yeah and Ill never stop looking for you
In the sunlight and the shadows
And the faces on the avenue
Thats the way love is
Thats the way love is
Thats the way love is
Sky blue and black


Sky Blue and Black (video)



In the Shape of a Heart (lyrics)

It was a ruby that she wore
On a chain around her neck
In the shape of a heart
In the shape of a heart
It was a time I wont forget
For the sorrow and regret
And the shape of a heart
And the shape of a heart
I guess I never knew
What she was talking about
I guess I never knew
What she was living without

People speak of love dont know what theyre thinking of
Wait around for the one who fits just like a glove
Speak in terms of belief and belonging
Try to fit some name to their longing
People speak of love

There was a hole left in the wall
From some ancient fight
About the size of a fist
Or something thrown that had missed
And there were other holes as well
In the house where our nights fell
Far too many to repair
In the time that we were there

People speak of love dont know what theyre thinking of
Reach out to each other though the push and shove
Speak in terms of a life and the learning
Try to think of a word for the burning

You keep it up
You try so hard
To keep a life from coming apart
And never know
What breaches and faults are concealed
In the shape of a heart

It was the ruby that she wore
On a stand beside the bed
In the hour before dawn
When I knew she was gone
And I held it in my hand
For a little while
And dropped it into the wall
Let it go, heard it fall

I guess I never knew
What she was talking about
I guess I never knew
What she was living without
People speak of love dont know what theyre thinking of
Wait around for the one who fits just like a glove
Speak in terms of a life and the living
Try to find the word for forgiving

You keep it up
You try so hard
To keep a life from coming apart
And never know
The shallows and the unseen reefs
That are there from the start
In the shape of a heart .


In The Shape of a Heart (video)



Pour tous les fans Français, Jackson Browne est et sera le plus grand auteur compositeur interprete de sa génération!!!

Au revoir.

Monday, March 30, 2009

TUESDAY'S CORNER - PHOTOGRAPHY AND POETRY

By Debbie Bulloch



The other day I was listening to Jackson Browne’s FOUNTAIN OF SORROW. As I listened to Browne’s carefully crafted lyrics it occurred to me that photography and poetry share much in common. A photograph captures that special moment in time when the photographer clicks the shutter's release and freezes time forever. A poem, on the other hand, captures the mood of that moment in time when Muses breathed inspiration into the poet's heart.

When reduced to their most essential element, both photography and poetry are efforts to capture the mood of a moment. Look at one of your own favorite photographs and then close your eyes; you will be transported to the moment when the photograph was snapped. If you try hard enough, you will hear the sounds and smell the odors that were there when you took the photo. Do the same with a favorite poem and soon the rhythms of the words will evoke the mood of the moment captured by the poet.

Music is the bridge that brings together the words of the poet and the images of the photographer. The best songwriters use words to bring out feelings in the listener; they use those same words to paint mental images. Jackson Browne has written beautiful songs that can both evoke emotions and paint beautiful pictures.



In FOUNTAIN OF SORROW, Browne goes one step further and uses the device of a lost photograph to lead the listener into an exploration of the sorrow caused by a lost love:

Looking through some photographs I found inside a drawer
I was taken by a photograph of you
There were one or two I know that you would have liked a little more
But they didn’t show your spirit quite as true.


Of special note is the reversed image in this line: I was taken by a photograph of you. Normally, we take photographs, we are not taken by them. Browne then goes on to describe the moment when the photographer releases the shutter and captures an image that will live on, even after the moment has passed:

You were turning round to see who was behind you
And I took your childish laughter by surprise
And at the moment that my camera happened to find you
There was just a trace of sorrow in your eyes.


The rest of the song develops parallel themes of sex and nothingness, fantasy and realism, as Browne, looking at the photograph of a former lover, recalls: When you see through love's illusion, their lies the danger/And your perfect lover just looks like a perfect fool/So you go running off in search of a perfect stranger." In the chorus, highly romanticized sexuality becomes a "fountain of sorrow, fountain of light."

For all of you who love photography, for all of you who enjoy reading a good poem and for all of you who have loved and lost, and loved again, here are the entire lyrics to FOUNTAIN OF SORROW. Enjoy!

Looking through some photographs I found inside a drawer
I was taken by a photograph of you
There were one or two I know that you would have liked a little more
But they didn’t show your spirit quite as true

You were turning round to see who was behind you
And I took your childish laughter by surprise
And at the moment that my camera happened to find you
There was just a trace of sorrow in your eyes

Now the things that I remember seem so distant and so small
Though it hasn’t really been that long a time
What I was seeing wasn’t what was happening at all
Although for a while, our path did seem to climb
But when you see through loves illusions, there lies the danger
And your perfect lover just looks like a perfect fool
So you go running off in search of a perfect stranger
While the loneliness seems to spring from your life
Like a fountain from a pool

Fountain of sorrow, fountain of light
You’ve known that hollow sound of your own steps in flight
You’ve had to hide sometimes, but now you’re all right
And its good to see your smiling face tonight

Now for you and me it may not be that hard to reach our dreams
But that magic feeling never seems to last
And while the futures there for anyone to change, still you know its seems
It would be easier sometimes to change the past
I’m just one or two years and a couple of changes behind you
In my lessons at loves pain and heartache school
Where if you feel too free and you need something to remind you
There’s this loneliness springing up from your life
Like a fountain from a pool

Fountain of sorrow, fountain of light
You’ve known that hollow sound of your own steps in flight

You’ve had to hide sometimes but now you’re all right
And its good to see your smiling face tonight

Fountain of sorrow, fountain of light
You’ve known that hollow sound of your own steps in flight
You’ve had to struggle, you’ve had to fight
To keep understanding and compassion in sight
You could be laughing at me, you’ve got the right
But you go on smiling so clear and so bright


Thursday, March 26, 2009

FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER

By Debbie Bulloch



In this installment of FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER I will feature American poet Emily Dickinson. Dickinson’s lifestyle, experiences and poetic style stand in sharp contrast to last week’s featured poet, Walt Whitman. Where Whitman was loud and gregarious, Dickinson was quiet and reserved; where Whitman traveled extensively, rarely hanging his hat for very long at one place, Dickinson never ventured far from home, spending the last few years of her life as a near-recluse in her own home; where Whitman’s poetry was big and expansive, Dickinson’s poems are concise and focused. Dickinson was well read, and was familiar with the work of her contemporaries; she, however, never read Whitman because he was too “crude.”

These two poets; Whitman, a man who sometimes wrote of “feminine” themes and was suspected of being gay or at least bi-sexual; Dickinson, a woman, who sometimes wrote about manly objects, provide a nice point-counter point to FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER.

Emily Elizabeth Dickinson was born on December 10, 1830, in Amherst, Massachusetts. Her father was a successful lawyer and her family had strong community ties. Dickinson lived a mostly introverted and reclusive life, she never traveled far from her birthplace. She studied at Amherst Academy (later re-named Amherst College, a well-known American liberal arts college). Dickinson also spent time studying at Mount Holyoke Female Seminary, now Mount Holyoke College, the “oldest continuing institution of higher education for women in the world."



After completing her formal studies, Dickinson returned to her family’s home in Amherst. There, the local residents thought of Dickinson as something of an eccentric. She had a penchant for white clothing (a white dress is Dickinson’s only surviving article of clothing) and was reluctant to greet guests or, later in her life, even leave her room. Most of her friendships were therefore carried out by correspondence.

Dickinson was a prolific private poet, though fewer than a dozen of her nearly eighteen hundred poems were published during her lifetime. Dickinson's poems are unique for the era in which she wrote; they contain short lines, typically lack titles, and often utilize slant rhyme as well as unconventional capitalization and punctuation. Many of her poems deal with themes of death and immortality, two subjects which infused her letters to friends.

Dickinson was keenly aware of the ways in which poetry can move people. “If I read a book,” she observed, “and it makes my body so cold no fire can ever warm me I know that is poetry. If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry. These are the way I know it. Is there any way?” Historian and critics have often tried to make a big deal of Dickinson’s “retreat” from society. But as Marianne Moore (another American poet of fame) once remarked, “For a poet there is society in solitude.” Dickinson herself once wrote to a friend, “I find ecstasy in living. The mere sense of living is joy enough.” Clearly Dickinson was not lonely, nor was she without joy in her life; she simply sought out the solitude that enabled her to craft such exquisite poetry.

The extensive use of dashes and unconventional capitalization in Dickinson's manuscripts, and the idiosyncratic vocabulary and imagery, combine to create a body of work that is "far more various in its styles and forms than is commonly supposed.” Dickinson did not write in traditional iambic pentameter, and did not even use a five-foot line. Her poems typically begin with a declaration or definition in the first line ("The fact that Earth is Heaven"), which is followed by a metaphorical change of the original premise in the second line ("Whether Heaven is Heaven or not"). Dickinson's poems can easily be set to music because of the frequent use of rhyme and free verse.

It was not until after Dickinson’s death in May 15, 1886, that the depth and breadth of Dickinson's work became apparent. Fortunately for her legions of fans, Emily’s younger sister, Lavinia, discovered her cache of poems. Dickinson’s first collection of poetry was published in 1890 by personal acquaintances Thomas Wentworth Higginson and Mabel Loomis Todd, both of whom heavily edited the content. A complete and mostly unaltered collection of her poetry became available for the first time in 1955 when The Poems of Emily Dickinson was published by scholar Thomas H. Johnson. Despite unfavorable initial reviews, critics now consider Dickinson to be a major American poet.



Here then, for your reading, and listening (poems are meant to be read aloud and never, ever, to be speed-read through), pleasure are a few of Ms. Dickinson’s better known poems.

Notice how Dickinson uses words and imagery to describe a steaming locomotive’s journey through the countryside in terms that any horse lover can recognize. The horse becomes a metaphor for something bigger and more powerful - a steam locomotive.

I like to see it lap the miles,
And lick the valleys up,
And stop to feed itself at tanks;
And then, prodigious, step

Around a pile of mountains,
And, supercilious, peer
In shanties by the sides of roads;
And then a quarry pare

To fit its sides, and crawl between,
Complaining all the while
In horrid, hooting stanza;
Then chase itself down hill

And neigh like Boanerges;
Then, punctual as a star,
Stop--docile and omnipotent--
At its own stable door.


In the following poem, Dickinson describes the Zen-like notion that to appreciate “good” one must also experience “bad.” Thus “bad” becomes a necessary part of life – without bad we would never know “good.”

Success is counted sweetest
By those who ne'er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.

Not one of all the purple host
Who took the flag to-day
Can tell the definition ,
So clear, of victory,

As he, defeated, dying,
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Break, agonized and clear.


Dickinson often wrote about death. To her, however, death was not the end of a journey it was more like a way-station on the road to a new adventure.

I died for beauty but was scarce
Adjusted in the tomb,
When one who died for truth was lain
In an adjoining room.

He questioned softly why I failed?
"For beauty," I replied.
"And I for truth,--the two are one;
We brethren are," he said.

And so, as kinsmen met a night,
We talked between the rooms,
Until the moss had reached our lips,
And covered up our names.


And here is more....

The dying need but little, dear,--
A glass of water's all,
A flower's unobtrusive face
To punctuate the wall,

A fan, perhaps, a friend's regret,
And certainly that one
No color in the rainbow
Perceives when you are gone.


Hunger, of the soul and heart, was another of Dickinson’s themes.

I had been hungry all the years-
My noon had come, to dine-
I, trembling, drew the table near
And touched the curious wine.

'T was this on tables I had seen
When turning, hungry, lone,
I looked in windows, for the wealth
I could not hope to own.

I did not know the ample bread,
'T was so unlike the crumb
The birds and I had often shared
In Nature's dining-room.

The plenty hurt me, 't was so new,--
Myself felt ill and odd,
As berry of a mountain bush
Transplanted to the road.

Nor was I hungry; so I found
That hunger was a way
Of persons outside windows,
The entering takes away.


There are several online collections of Dickinson’s poems. This one is one of my favorite:

DICKINSON’S POEMS – LISTED BY FIRST LINE

Apropos to today’s FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER, I just read an article in Newsweek magazine about the imminent death of poetry. IS POETRY REALLY DEAD?

Is there anyone who really thinks that poetry is finally “dead?” As long as there are individuals who need to connect with their inner emotions, can poetry be really dead?

Personally I don’t think so.

Let me know what you think.

Enjoy!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

SATURDAY NIGHT POETRY

By Debbie Bulloch



Here is an original poem by our very own Monsieur ARCABULLE Odriscoll. M. Odriscoll accepted my challenge, or was it a request, to contribute poetry to our blog. M. Odriscoll has previously contributed other posts for this blog. The poem is in French; some of you may not be able to read it in the original French. I have attempted a very free translation into English. If you request it, I will post the translation but only after ARCABULLE reviews. I think, however, that the poem flows better in its native French.

Here, without further ado, is ARCABULLE’s La vie est un long fleuve tranquille

LA VIE EST UN LONG FLEUVE TRANQUILLE

La vie est un long fleuve tranquille
Qu'est-ce que la vie ?
qu'est-ce que notre vie ?
est-elle un long fleuve tranquille
comme nous l'espérons
et ce pourquoi nous nous battons

la vie est en fait une succession
de tumultes et d'émotions
de ruptures et de combats
que l'on arrive ou pas
à surmonter et à dépasser

la vie nous apporte beaucoup de tristesse et de peine
mais elle est parfois injuste car
certains ont plus de chance

d'autres subissent de plein fouet
enormement de pressions
et de déceptions,de ruptures
ils doivent s'accrocher, se battre
pour sortir du noir
qui les habitent

la vie mérite d'être vécue
quoi qu'il en soit
car un jour la lumière vient
elle nous offre des instants
des éclairs de bonheur
des bouffées d'oxygène

la vie nous offre parfois
ces instants de bonheur
qu'il nous faut apprécier
et déguster tel un bon cabernet

même si en notre for intérieur
le noir est toujours là
il nous habite
il nous guette
il est toujours à l'affût

la vie est un combat
qu'il nous faut mener
il faut nous accrocher
pour sortir du noir
et enfin voir la lumière
qui est juste là
elle est à 2 pas

un pas, deux pas
ne t'arrête pas
le plus dur est derrière toi
car tu as déjà fait le premier pas

encore un effort
fais le deuxième pas
qui certainement te délivrera
et t'offrira le bonheur
que tu mérites à toute heure

la vie est un long fleuve tranquille
car au final malgré les tumultes
les joies, les peines
nous sommes toujours là
la vie est toujours là
la vie continue
pleine d'envies et de joies

un français un peu fou
voire très fou

Bisous à toutes et à tous
profitez de la vie
carpe diem mes amis


Copyright © 2009 ARCABULLE Odriscoll. All rights fully reserved.

Friday, March 20, 2009

FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER

By Debbie Bulloch



It has been often remarked that poetry is “the music of our life.” In poetry’s measured lines, whether in the form of free verse or iambic pentameter, we can find a rhythm that gives meaning and context to our daily existence. Literature, and especially poetry, has the power to make us look into our soul at the very same time that we are looking at the outside world. With poetry we can both find ourselves and lose ourselves, all in one line, one stanza.

Poetry, like music, is the rawest and most pure form of communication. Most of us have at one point or the other, read a poem, or listened to a piece of music, that made our imagination soar and perhaps even taken on greater flights of fancy. It is because of this raw power that over 400 years later we still quote passages from Shakespeare for inspiration, purpose or guidance.

The writer C. S. Lewis once remarked, “In reading literature one becomes a thousand men and women and yet remain oneself. Like a night sky in the Greek poem, I see with myriad eyes, but it is still I who see. Here, as in worship, in love, in moral action, and in knowing, I transcend myself and am never more myself than when I do.” (NOTE: C. S. Lewis was an Irish writer, poet, philosopher and essayist. His most famous literary works include, The Screwtape Letters, The Chronicles of Narnia and The Space Trilogy. Why does it seem that the best English writers were mostly Irish? ERIN GO BRAGH!).

It is no secret to my friends that I love literature. It is also no secret that I love writing, especially poetry. I once heard someone comment that we should all read poetry everyday, even if it is just a few lines. I would like to go one step further and encourage everyone to everyday write some poetry, even if it is only a few lines of verse.

In order to write good poetry, or any poetry for that matter since there is really no such thing as “bad” poetry, we also need to read poetry. We should read poetry not in order to slavishly copy other poet’s styles; we must al develop our own style and find our own, unique voice. We need to read poetry simply for the delicious pleasure of savoring the words on the text.

With that in mind, I would like to start a new feature of the Between Homes (BH) blog. I will call it FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER. Every Friday, (or as time permits) I will choose a passage, or passages from some poet. I will post the passage and I will encourage each of you to read it, savor it. I also invite you (if you are feeling very ambitious or just want to make me happy) to post your comments about the poem. What did it mean to you? How did it make you feel? What do you think the writer was trying to get across to her audience? Actually I was kidding about the part of wanting to “make me happy.” You should write comments about your reaction to the particular poem for your sake; to help you open up your heart and mind.

For today’s FRIDAY MORNING POETRY CORNER I would like to feature two selections from Walt Whitman (May 31, 1819 – March 26, 1892). Whitman was an American poet, essayist, journalist and humanist. Whitman is among the most influential poets in the American canon, often called the father of free verse. His work was very controversial in its time, particularly his poetry collection Leaves of Grass, which was described as obscene for its overt sexuality.

The two selections below are from Whitman’s Song of Myself. The poem was first published without sections and appeared as the first of twelve untitled poems in the 1855 edition of Leaves of Grass. Today it is one of the best-known poems in the book. The first edition was published by Whitman at his own expense. (Whitman, like Ben Franklin before him, was one of the first blogists. If the Internet had been in existence in Whitman’s time, he would surely have his own poetry blog.)



What do you think of this particular passage?

Through me forbidden voices,
Voices of the sexes and lusts, voices veil’d and I remove the veil,
Voices indecent by me clarified and transfigur’d.

I do not press my fingers across my mouth,
I keep as delicate around the bowels as around the head and heart,
Copulation is no more rank to me than death is.
I believe in the flesh and the appetites,
Seeing, hearing, feeling, are miracles, and each part and tag of me is a miracle.

Divine am I inside and out, and I make holy whatever I touch or am touch’d from,
The scent of these arm-pits aroma finer than prayer,
This head more than churches, bibles, and all the creeds.


It is almost too funny to read the outrage expressed by Whitman’s contemporaries when they read the passage above. Whitman was accused of being vulgar, over-sexed and worse. And yet, all that Whitman was trying to tell us, I think, is not to be ashamed of our feelings, not to be ashamed of our bodies and to understand that our basic, raw (and even smelly) humanity is far greater than all the churches in the world. Perhaps Whitman was telling us that God, however you may conceive him or her to be, lives inside each of us and cannot be found in churches or temples. I am almost sure that Christ would agree with that.

What do YOU think?

The next passage, also from Song of Myself, became very popular after the 9-11 attack on the USA. Newspapers across the world carried haunting images of firefighters, police officers and other first responders marching into burning, crumbling buildings, looking for victims to rescue, and coming out covered in dust and ashes. Many of these brave heroes never made it out alive and were forever entombed in the collapsed debris.

Whitman’s verse seemed so appropriate at the time, conveying in a way that only words can convey, what it is like to be a rescuer, to be trapped by debris, and to then wait to be rescued himself.

I am the mash’d fireman with breast-bone broken,
Tumbling walls buried me in their debris,
Heat and smoke I inspired, I heard the yelling shouts of my comrades,
I heard the distant click of their picks and shovels,
They have clear’d the beams away, they tenderly lift me forth.




(Image from http://www.nyc.gov/html/fdny/html/home2.shtml all rights fully reserved by the copyright holder or holders.)

I hope that you enjoyed these selections. I hope that they made you think, made you feel and made you connect with your humanity.

Please feel free to post your comments or, better still, post your own poetry here.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

TUESDAY MORNING POETRY

By Debbie Bulloch



IN YOUR ARMS

In your arms,
I find strength.
In your arms,
I lose myself.

In your arms,
I breathe again.
In your arms,
I know no boundaries.

In your arms,
I am a child.
In your arms,
I am free.

In your arms,
Time stands still.
In your arms,
Mysteries are revealed.

In your arms,
I feel the heat.
In your arms,
I am complete.

In your arms,
The past, the present, the future
Are one.

Hold me,
In your arms.

03.10.2009

Copyright © 2009 DB. All rights fully reserved.


This photograph was published by LIFE magazine. It was taken on August 14, 1945, at a Times Square (New York) celebration of the Victory over Japan in World War II. The picture says it all, doesn't?

Friday, February 13, 2009

POEMS FOR VALENTINE'S DAY

By Debbie Bulloch



If you have been following these pages, you know that I love to write. Writing affords me an opportunity to give flight to my imagination, letting my feelings soar on wings of words. I write when I am happy, I write when I am sad, I write when I need to fill the emptiness that we all feel from time to time.

A while ago I wrote a poem called “Dream Lover.” I wrote at a time when I was feeling very blue. On a lark, I submitted the poem to a writing group to which I belong. To my surprise my poem was chosen to be read at a gathering of writers. I was present at the reading (actually I was hiding in the crowd) and was overcome with joy to hear my words spoken out in public; I was elated when I heard the crowd’s applause.

That was almost a year ago and I had pretty much forgotten about the poem. Then this morning I received the following IM:

Jaz Flossberg: Debbie, The Breakers Coffee Shop Arts Series presented "Love Poems" last night. Many of the poems were from people in SL. Your poem "Dream Lover" was read among the 14 poems selected. I want to thank you for having written the poem. It was very well received and helped make our presentation a success. Thank you.

There was my poem, once again, being read in public. I never imagined that words that I wrote in private would ever be read out loud in public; I never dreamed that people would actually enjoy my writing.

Here then is “Dream Lover.”

Dream Lover

Between the darkness and the light,
There lies a land
Of warm shadows and soft whispers.
Where tears and hurt are unwelcomed guests
And lovers are free to dream.

I hold my lover in my arms
And I look into his eyes.
Eyes like a cool spring lake.
In his blue eyes I see reflections of a life I once knew,
When I was my lover’s cherished one.

I hold him tighter in my arms,
And in his embrace I live again.
Softly, he whispers that he loves me and I fall to my knees
Drinking deeply from his sweet honey
Till there is none left for me to drink.

My lover sighs
And his sighs are like a lullaby I heard long ago.
Like a child, I close my eyes,
Daring to dream again,
Hoping to be taken back to a world I once knew.

In the distance, a songbird calls out to his mate
Slowly, I open my eyes
And my lover is gone.
Nothing left for me to hold,
But the cold and empty air.

Through the prism of a single, solitary tear
I see a freshly cut red rose on the pillow next to me.
And then I know
That when this mortal day is done,
My dreams will once again take me back to the one I love.


02.14.20008

Copyright © 2008 DB. All rights fully reserved.


“Dream lover” was written during a very dark period of my life when I was feeling blue and sad...and very lonesome.

Fortunately, I eventually came out from under the clouds that had kept me in the dark. When I finally came out from the dark, there was a bright, warm glowing ember pointing the way out. The following poem was inspired by that glowing ember.

Untitled

In the cold hour before dawn
When the songbird calls out to its mate
In the frantic rush of lovers
Reaching out for one another
In the moments of stillness
When words are silently spoken.

I feel you standing next to me
The glow of your eyes
Beating back the darkness around me
Filling my empty hours with love
And once again I come alive

I look at your figure, silent before me
Your arms reach out to surround me
And the tears and the sadness and the fears
Melt away into the foggy past

I keep my eyes wide open
Out of fear
Fear that if I close them you will go and leave me
Alone with my tears

I stand in a clearing in the thick forest
And through the tall, dark trees that surround me
A warm, autumn wind blows
And in my heart I hear a voice
That gently reassures me

I keep my eyes open
I’ve heard that impostor’s voice before
It is a struggle that I cannot win
And when the moment finally comes,
When I must fearfully let my eyes close - I let out a sigh
Because when the mocking morn returns
It will bring back its companion, the bitter loneliness

Later, when I finally dare to open my eyes again
As the darkness begrudgingly surrenders to the advancing light
I see you lying next to me, a perfect ghostly presence
I turn away because I have seen that ghost before

Suddenly, I feel your warm breath on my cold shoulders
Can ghosts breathe?
Slowly I turn and touch you, not daring to believe
And then I see your eyes open,
Two glowing embers looking right through me

Then I know that the voice I heard in my heart
The voice I’ve feared for so long
Was not the impostor’s cruel whispers
For you are here with me
And my lonely days and nights are gone forever.


10.20.2008

Copyright © 2008 DB. All rights fully reserved.


Thank you for letting me share with you this little part of me.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovers of the world. And if you are still seeking that special someone to love, do not despair, she or he is just around the corner - I promise!